Emily’s face closed.
Nora jumped up. “Em, hold on. I’ll come with you.”
I rubbed my forehead. “Stay on the sidewalk. Let her cool down, then bring her back.”
Nora nodded. “I will, Mr. Ross.”
Twenty minutes passed.
Then 30.
I called Emily. There was no answer.
“I will, Mr. Ross.”
I called Nora. There was no answer.
When the knock came, I ran to the door.
Nora stood there alone, soaked and shaking, with mud on her sneakers and her lips blue.
“Where’s Emily?” I asked.
Nora stared past my shoulder.
“Nora. Where’s my daughter?”
“I don’t know,” she whispered.
“Where’s Emily?”
***
The police came within minutes. I gave them Emily’s photo, sweater color, and every street they might have taken.
A deputy questioned Nora while she shook under a blanket.
“Did Emily run?”
“I don’t know.”
“Did someone stop?”
Her eyes flicked down.
“Did someone stop?”
By midnight, neighbors searched with flashlights. I walked until my shoes filled with water.
At the police station, my brother, Ronald, grabbed my arm.
“Ross, that girl knows something.”
“She’s 12.”
“That girl came back without Emily.”
“Her name is Nora.”
“Your real daughter is missing. Stay away from this girl. I’m telling you, she’s trouble.”
“Ross, that girl knows something.”
I stepped closer. “Don’t ever say that to me again.”
By morning, Emily was gone. Grant and Carla joined the search, cried beside me for the local news, and told police they had been home all night.
So the town chose Nora to blame.
***
At school, kids moved away from Nora like blame could rub off. Women stopped talking when she passed.
Then someone painted “LIAR” across our mailbox.
“Don’t ever say that to me again.”
Nora saw it before I did.
“I can leave,” she said, her backpack still on.
I picked up the hose. “No, you can’t.”
“They think I did something.”
I crouched until she looked at me. “Whatever happened that night, you’re 12. This town doesn’t get to throw you away because it’s angry. I know you loved her too.”
“They think I did something.”
Her mouth shook. “What if you start believing them?”
I sprayed the red paint until it ran down the post. “Then remind me who raised me better.”
***
Months later, Nora’s grandmother moved into care. The dementia had worsened. She’d left the stove on twice and forgotten her way home from the mailbox.
A caseworker came with a folder.
“Nora has no living parents,” she said. “Her grandmother can’t continue as guardian.”
“What if you start believing them?”
Nora sat on the stairs, gripping her backpack.
“What happens to her?” I asked.
“We’ll place her.”
“Place her where?”
“We’re looking at options.”
“She has one.”
The caseworker looked toward the stairs. “Mr. Ross, people may misunderstand.”
“What happens to her?”
“They already do.”
“You’re grieving Emily.”
“Yes.”
“And you still want responsibility for Nora?”
Nora’s eyes were wide, but she didn’t beg. That hurt more.
“Emily loved her,” I said. “I won’t let the world take both of my girls.”
Guardianship came first. Adoption came later.
On the hearing day, Ronald blocked my front door.
That hurt more.
“People say you’re replacing Emily.”
“I’m not.”
“Then what are you doing?”
I tightened my tie. “Protecting the girl Emily loved. She’s lost, and she’s lonely. I see myself in that loneliness.”
***
After court, Nora whispered, “Can I call you Dad? Or is it Mr. Ross still?”
I pulled over before answering.
“People say you’re replacing Emily.”
“Only if you mean it, sweetheart. No pressure, no obligation.”
“I do,” she said.
“Then yes.”
Ten years passed.
I kept searching for my daughter, but I also raised my new one.
At college graduation, I clapped until my hands stung. When she came off the stage, she handed me her cap.
“Hold this before I drop it.”
Ten years passed.
“That’s my job now?”
“You said daughters give their dads chores.”
I smiled, but that night, she still left a white daisy on Emily’s pillow.
She never took Emily’s room, not once.
On the 10th anniversary, Nora came downstairs holding her phone like it might bite her.
“Dad?”
I looked up from the coffee maker. “What’s wrong?”
“That’s my job now?”
“I got a message.”
“From whom?”
Her lips parted, but nothing came out. She handed me the phone.
“Did Ross really stop looking for me?”
The next message sat underneath it.
“Did he really adopt you because he wanted a fresh start? I need to know before I go to anyone.”
My hands went cold. “Nora.”
